Because I cannot believe in an afterlife

Sarah Barber

I go out to move snow. How it sticks
to hay and feathers and shit on the floor
of the chicken-house. How it softens
on the necks of the cows. How heavy
it is, and unwilling to be
approximated for even the clapping
hands of a baby god with glitter
and cornstarch and scentless organic
shaving cream. On the moon
it does not fall. As sugar, as salt, as dust
carried off on the wings of a million white moths,
it refuses to be dissembled—
or as so many small unidentifiable flowers.


Sarah Barber received her MFA from the University of Virginia and her PhD from the University of Missouri. She is the author of two books of poetry, Country House (2018, Pleiades Press) and The Kissing Party (2010, National Poetry Review Press). Her poems have appeared in or are forthcoming from Poetry, Malahat, Fugue, LA Review, Memorious, Juked, and The Journal, among other places. She teaches courses in poetry and British literature.