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Nicky Beer
I recently increased my daily dosage of the Corporation
from 20 to 40 mgs my doctor assured me
this was a normal increment for the Corporation
the color of the pills changed from cooked salmon to white
tasks changed from carnivorous to benign so many things
hurt less thanks to more of the Corporation
I take the generic Corporation but I smile at branded advertisements
like they’re a sports team from a city I used to live in
packages arrive at my door and the Corporation is happy
to sign for them it mimics my signature perfectly
tells the courier to have a good one that it looks like rain
I have post-apocalyptic fantasies after shaving my head
getting the motorcycle I search the ransacked abandoned
pharmacies for any remaining supply of the Corporation
when I’m at work I wonder how many of us there
have the Corporation standing at our intersections the ones with broken lights
calmly halting and waving through large bombs while wearing white gloves
corporations are killing me but the Corporation keeps me
from killing myself insert wordplay about corpses here
to what complicity am I grafted by the Corporation
at whose demise does it smile like an absent-minded flight attendant
am I washing blood out of the Corporation’s dress shirts each night
sometimes I give the plastic bottle housing the Corporation’s unthreatening rattle
a loving pat
the Corporation helps me believe I can survive
almost anything even the Corporation
see how I rise from my bed each morning how this glass remains
whole in my dangerous hand
Nicky Beer is a bi/queer writer, and the author of The Octopus Game (Carnegie Mellon, 2015) and The Diminishing House (Carnegie Mellon, 2010), both winners of the Colorado Book Award for Poetry. Her third book of poems, Real Phonies and Genuine Fakes, was published by Milkweed Editions March 2022, and was awarded the Lambda Literary Award for Bisexual Poetry. Her poems have been published in Best American Poetry, Poetry, The Nation, The New Yorker, The Southern Review, Kenyon Review, and elsewhere. She is a professor at the University of Colorado Denver, where she is a poetry editor for the journal Copper Nickel.